as i was sitting hunched up and pouty (we merajuk and do absolutely disgusting stuff to each other while studying) in the corner of the study room as it is my turn to protest, i stumbled upon a math question i didn’t know how to tackle. At that moment i thought i heard weird faux [...]
Archive for September, 2008
cute moment
Posted in sweets from joel on September 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
inspired by postsecret.com
Posted in emoe on September 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
For some reason I’m ending today with anger. As usual, the source of the anger is again unknown. I know i shouldn’t be angry when my dad snaps at me (because his fuse is just short like that) or when i think that he thinks i’m a waste of money. I sometimes just feel like [...]
if i ramble before i sleep..
Posted in things said that go no where on September 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My spending? bank? account does not balance. I will be a shitty accountant had i taken this up as a career. Thank goodness i will never go near any of your expenses. Not to spite any of my aspiring accountant friends (the last count was 7?) but i prefer it so much more… when other [...]
I’m
Posted in things said that go no where on September 21, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Still the same, not who i want to be.
I’m starting to have a complex, or a sort of altercation with myself. Increasingly i’m refusing to accept myself, i’m transfixed on who i want to be, or become. I want to be this other person, who even though has her vulnerabilites, her problems, her imperfections – [...]
One of my favourite moments
Posted in sweets from joel on September 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
is when he pulls me close and whispers ‘ i love you’ with the same, soft voice into the back of my neck. every time.
when i recall that quiet little moment right now… i almost don’t mind the snores that came right after xD
when i write without words
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on September 5, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I am gnashing my teeth, my jaw in a deadlock, at the stubbornness of the mind to produce legible writing. I look from papers, to forums, to changing songs in hopes of stumbling across one to put me in the mood and let my fingers fly. I’ve gotten a paragraph, but that was all 4 [...]
