sometimes i wish my future self will just slip me a note to nudge me towards a direction. ‘xiao! read this’, ‘xiao, turn left here and you’ll meet a person that will change your life’, ‘xiao, hop!’, ‘xiao. start doing cheese’
Just a little. It’s not like everyone here knows what they wanna do. But I [...]
Archive for February, 2009
grow wings, little girl
Posted in things said that go no where on February 27, 2009 | 1 Comment »
eh, you
Posted in emoe on February 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Inexplicably, I spent most of today wishing that you’re beside me, hugging me, smiling at me, irritating me by doing something gross, but most of all in my reach. Today I wanted to reach out my fingers and be able to touch you, hold your hand. I just needed to hear your voice, and I [...]
winter blues
Posted in boston on February 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
There are days like today, where even the big black distastefully puffy jacket you don in the library for insulation fails you, and the cold, like loneliness, seeps into your bones and stays there, chilled and unchangeable. It’s in the blood flowing through your veins, it’s in the shivers that react naturally to this invasion, [...]
Posted in boston on February 23, 2009 | 1 Comment »
i’m angry at boston. places to hang out means somewhere to drink, somewhere to shop, or somewhere with a distinct purpose. mall = shop. theatre = movie. place = do.
there’s no where to just go. sit. think.
maybe it’s the winter.
P.S : Oh, but. That was SUCH a good oscar opening
i’m angry.
I took a look at lookbook and now i’m hooked
Posted in things said that go no where on February 20, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I’ve been stalking lookbook for some time now since I recently received a very very good present aka MAC’s eye kohl = my 5 minute heaven sent make up stick. My eyebrow pencil broke so I’ve been just doing my eyes and cheeks. The nonexistent eyebrows doesn’t affect me so much! Therefore time to be [...]
20
Posted in things said that go no where on February 18, 2009 | 1 Comment »
how lah?
at the birds – all of whom, cannot fly straight
Posted in things said that go no where on February 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m fascinated by the odd coincidence that when I looked up from my laptop just to observe the street before me (this is something i love about emerson cafe definitely. just observing the street and the people and seeing all this commotion without listening to the din that comes with it), twice i see a [...]
i lost my point halfway through
Posted in boston on February 12, 2009 | 1 Comment »
you know what! Today it was 17Celcius. one seven celcius! that’s like genting highland! it’s.. it’s… omg i didn’t have to wear a coat! I wore what i would have worn in malaysia and that’s it *proud again* my fascination at my ability to resist the forces of the elements never seems to get old. [...]
hari ini saya rajin
Posted in boston, pictures in it on February 11, 2009 | 5 Comments »
cue joel’s laughter. he says i can’t speak malay, and i really can’t – not even to save my life
this is not cobblestone. i wished it were so that I could say ‘boston is filled with beautiful cobblestone streets’ but it’s not lah. the street leading from my dorm to my classrooms is [...]
breakaway is playing now
Posted in emoe, things said that go no where on February 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have been losing myself for so long. Sometimes all I can do is just stare and stare and stare… what if all i know is i don’t know what i want. can i make a choice based on that? am i again taking the easy way out (yes i am). I don’t know i [...]
