joel tells me i’m a vengeful person. “you aquariuses never forgive”. a statement that i am loathe to admit, though admittance to this slight really does me no harm whatsoever hmm, but concede that it is true. Whatever traits other aquarians may possess, I personally harbor.. tics, should i say? The little tiffs, menial acts, [...]
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you’re a little box i’ve locked up and put away
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on September 2, 2009 | 2 Comments »
She wears a long white wig of rolled hair
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on September 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s funny when you think about it, ’cause who’s there to judge? But I imagine people pointing fingers and laughing at me. Scoffs, derision, mocking if I were to think, to participate… again – who is there to judge?
I know it shouldn’t matter. But I still wince, or feel shifty as I click the ’send’ [...]
you hit a block and look at the ticking clock
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on August 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Creativity is so suffocating. I kept clipping mismatching colours and patterns together trying and trying and mismatching. Sometimes when I’m at this verge of giving up I tell myself I have no patience for these things. These little hit-or-miss bits of paper that I produce. 1 out of 5 turns out good enough for my [...]
there are a million reasons you used to think you’re not special, now I have mine
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on April 20, 2009 | 4 Comments »
There is many a hideous time I thought ‘how will they feel if i disappeared’, or ‘if i died…’ and etc line of thought and then imagine up a bunch of stories to assuage my jealousies. All of them, after I escaped my little self-world, I feel terrible about after. One, because how sad it [...]
It’s not what you think
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on March 31, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I can envision half the things I’m jealous about, that When I really thought about it, know I don’t need. If I’ve never seen it I probably wouldn’t even want it. I know it’s a pure, selfish, you-don’t-care about other people emotion, but it happens, right?
Sometimes I know I don’t need it. But I want [...]
colour
Posted in Project 365, a pinch of seriousness, pictures in it on March 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Project 365 can be a huge source of procrastination for me. But…
Project 365: Day 17 (Mar 26) – Abercrombie & Fitch, Faneuil Hall
This is probably where I spend most of my money (after snacks) at. I mean, even at clearance price they’re not very cheap. It’s like my poison, my American Miss Selfridge. It doesn’t [...]
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Posted in a pinch of seriousness, vows on March 14, 2009 | 5 Comments »
Life is so meaningless unless you find something that makes you happy to do. Otherwise everything feels just the same. Mundane. Insignificant. Shrunken to daily litanies just not worth mentioning. And it goes on and on until you merge and become exactly that which you detest.
Where do I go now? I’ll dance, I’ll make myself [...]
on criticizing ourselves
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on March 12, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Tan is not a good colour on me. I was showering today afternoon and I looked down to see a shade of brown that is too dark for my tastes of my skin! But I’ll let it slide, i’m going to go back to boston soon anyway, will go vampire again in no time
So tampons [...]
There are just a few thoughts on my mind
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on March 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
1. happiness is hard to explain
I had dinner with my aunt and her friends tonight, which was great because all i ever see my aunt do is work and rush around tending to my cousins. It’s lovely to see her unwind with her friends, and unwind she did oO The night progressed from polite greetings [...]
Daylight Savings Time
Posted in a pinch of seriousness on March 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
today the clock is rewinded one hour earlier so I get my first taste of Daylight Savings. I always knew they had it, and though I didn’t know the official reason why, i figured that it’s always nicer to have an “extra” hour of sunlight.
Well, today I took the trouble (google daylight savings. haha trouble [...]