and i’m not afraid of telling everyone that. It’s okay to have these holes. Some patch up (by the ever-helping hand of Time), and some are left for particular persons to fill.
I have a very giant filling that I forget about because that needs so many time and so many shovels and so much more [...]
Archive for the ‘emoe’ Category
I have a hole in my heart anyway,
Posted in emoe on March 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i’m a little leech
Posted in emoe on March 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
but am I really?
eh, you
Posted in emoe on February 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Inexplicably, I spent most of today wishing that you’re beside me, hugging me, smiling at me, irritating me by doing something gross, but most of all in my reach. Today I wanted to reach out my fingers and be able to touch you, hold your hand. I just needed to hear your voice, and I [...]
breakaway is playing now
Posted in emoe, things said that go no where on February 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have been losing myself for so long. Sometimes all I can do is just stare and stare and stare… what if all i know is i don’t know what i want. can i make a choice based on that? am i again taking the easy way out (yes i am). I don’t know i [...]
i do miss home
Posted in emoe on February 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
There’s a kind of sadness when you check a box full of mail and all of them are facebook notifications of impersonal messages on your wall – little anecdotes or blurbs that really mean nothing much at all. Again, in the silence of this suite (everyone’s out partying/clubbing. weekend starts thursday) I feel very cut [...]
Posted in emoe on January 3, 2009 | 1 Comment »
then the house seemed a little quieter, and the spirits a little damper, as it is left with no more singing voices and rowdy screams of the usual people who overturn it. there is now a little bit of sadness accompanying the days to come, as the next seven is officially time for me to [...]
And
Posted in emoe on December 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
in exactly 2 weeks I will be boarding that plane – i will not mention that same staircase that people wave teary goodbyes to. I’ve been riding it twice a week – to that place, in that land, that actually snows! Is anyone afraid for the cold-resistance-less xiao? Have i bought enough to [...]
Posted in emoe on November 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes, it’s okay. Sometimes, i laugh. Sometimes, i’m amazed. Sometimes, i don’t know what to say. Sometimes, I’m quiet. Sometimes, i wish for quiet. Sometimes, it’s enough. Sometimes, i make excuses. Sometimes, I feel right. Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I’m alone, and tears are choked out of my eyes, and i sit by myself again, [...]
Posted in emoe on October 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m sorry
someone tell me he’s safe
piggy
Posted in emoe on October 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
there’s a canister of tears within each person to be poured out for someone other than oneself. mine overturns itself for my boyfriend, when he’s melancholic and down, when i can’t cheer him up.
i love you, dear. please get me a refillable bottle for the long years ahead
