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PUDDLE of xiao

I have to make my way towards one of these. by hook or by crook. now that i’m in US i really don’t have excuses to make : )
sigh i have a uber crush on him. it’s not even funny
Edit: Am mouthing his songs in the library. Passers-by gives weird looks.

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neutrality

Living for yourself solely – this selfish act, has just struck me as something very daunting and impossible. I was walking out of the dining hall, joel had just left to go do his studies, and I remember the feeling I got was: What now? When your relationships, friends, family, school are out of the [...]

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Life is so meaningless unless you find something that makes you happy to do. Otherwise everything feels just the same. Mundane. Insignificant. Shrunken to daily litanies just not worth mentioning. And it goes on and on until you merge and become exactly that which you detest.
Where do I go now? I’ll dance, I’ll make myself [...]

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Today, on a brown table with briyani and meehoon goreng between us, I told him something that has bothered me for a long time, and produced the shock and disbelief and dread that I knew would have came. I gave up my ‘writer’s block’ front and out came the burst of confession. maybe i don’t [...]

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drip drip drip

I promise when i work the part-time job and get my first hard-earned pay, i will buy something for my parents and treat joel to food. Vowing it here would give credence to it (and i can’t back out haha). My dad’s gonna buy me a laptop, a computer (for the house, but i’m the one [...]

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